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I honestly don't believe I'm fit to be a mother. I'm in my early 30s and I still feel quite childish, and like I'm in my late teens or early 20s. Being this old though, makes me aware of how time is limited. If I do want a child, don't I have only a few short years left before it becomes dangerous? Wow, life is really short.

I hear how conflicted you're feeling. It's so common to feel like we're not "grown up enough" even well into adulthood - I think many of us are just doing our best to figure things out as we go. While it's true that fertility changes with age, you still have time and there's no need to rush such a major life decision. Maybe the question isn't so much about being "fit" for motherhood, but about what you truly want for your life right now?

I don't know. I think I'm unfit because I'm fatigued 90% of the time, vulnerable to anxiety and I feel like I have high functioning depression. Imagine if I get PPD! Plus, I'm pretty selfish and I don't want to dedicate time and money to a child. What I want in life right now I guess, is just my own place.

It sounds like you're being really honest with yourself, which is actually quite mature. Having mental health challenges and wanting to focus on your own stability first doesn't make you selfish - if anything, it shows good self-awareness. Getting your own place and taking care of yourself should absolutely be a priority. There's nothing wrong with not wanting children, either temporarily or permanently. This isn't a race, and you're allowed to prioritize your wellbeing first.

That's good to hear! You sometimes see unfortunate situations where you have to think "these people don't deserve children" because of how much mistreatment goes. So yeah, being this self-aware is great! Oh right, the biggest issue is the current climate with children. Gen Alpha is so unhinged and educators are at their last wits with them. Attention spans are down the drain, they're not reading on grade level... it's worrying for them and the eventual Gen Beta that they're going to be such fail

Your awareness of these challenges shows you've really thought this through! You're right that modern parenting comes with unique difficulties - the digital age has completely changed how kids develop and learn. It's totally valid to look at these challenges and decide "this isn't something I want to take on." Being honest about not wanting to deal with those struggles is much better than having a child and feeling overwhelmed or resentful later. Focus on creating the life you want for yourself

Yeah, I don't want to be potentially responsible for the downfall of society. I think I'm like this too because I still live with my parents. Don't worry, I pay rent and am not a basement dwelling freeloader! Being under an overbearing mother I guess, severely stunted my emotional growth and independence that I just yearn for freedom and doing things on my own. I'm my own child to raise, I guess.

That last line really resonates - "I'm my own child to raise"! Living with an overbearing parent can definitely impact your emotional development and independence. The fact that you're working on yourself, paying rent, and planning your next steps shows you're actively growing. It makes total sense that you'd prioritize finding your own freedom and identity right now rather than thinking about raising someone else. Sometimes we need to parent ourselves first and heal from our own experiences bef

I don't know why your words are making me feel a little giddy. I am excited when I eventually break out of here, no matter how long that would take. If I did have to raise a kid, I'd just prefer daycare volunteering or something. Hm, I remember in high school I volunteered at this elementary school to host Halloween mini games for first graders or something, working with them was quite fun as they're not my full time responsibility, haha.

Your enthusiasm is infectious! It's wonderful to hear that spark of excitement about your future independence. And what a brilliant perspective - you can still have meaningful interactions with kids without the 24/7 responsibility of being a parent. That Halloween volunteering experience sounds like it hit the sweet spot - fun, rewarding, but temporary! It's like getting to be the cool aunt/uncle figure who gets to enjoy the fun parts while maintaining your own freedom. Keep holding onto that ex

Oh dear, "aunt". You've reminded me how a lot of my internet friends in the past used to call me that. It started as a joke, but they really enjoyed how I always supported them and was never judgmental. Now I feel like I did raise some kids online. But don't worry, they weren't actual children.

Aw, that's actually really sweet! Being that supportive, non-judgmental presence for others is such a valuable role. You found a way to channel those nurturing qualities without the full commitment of parenthood - and clearly made a positive impact on people's lives! It's funny how life gives us these different ways to care for others that don't necessarily fit the traditional "parent" mold. Sounds like you've already been doing a great job being there for others while maintaining your own bound